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To XXXX XXXXXX:

I felt so happy when I hopped into your "Iswara" (itz a Saga laa...). My first reaction when I saw you? I was wondering why you put on your mascara so thickly. And if there's one thing I didn't tell you, it's that I really don't like your jeans. Get a new one la. At first I was still dazed but how cute you look. I also felt very weird because I've never never never met someone I got to know through the Net. And it's something I thought I'd never do. It's rather overwhelming that I'm seeing your babyface in real life. Yea! You've got a babyface! You mean you don't know that?

And nearly getting lost was fun in a sort of way. Imagine if we really got lost in the midst of PJ. But I was relieved all the same when we made our way to MV. And it's so hilarious that we can get to there, find a parking, and yet can't find the way up to the mall. When you said you wanted to kiss me in the staircase I actually believed you! Feelin' so stupid right now...

The KFC was nice. I never ate a KFC burger before. It was my first and it's really nice lor! Sad you didn't order that. I'm still wondering why the chicken was so small-sized... And I really hate Coke... dunno why la... I just hate fizzy drinks. Drink summore la, it's gonna make you fat! By they way thanks for belanja me KFC lor. So far no one has really belanja me a meal before. Most of the times I'll be paying (for my friends). It's a nice change. I just dislike people who, when they know I'm gonna belanja them, they then order some really expensive stuff... Freakkin' annoying la. I also didn't know you can exchange the coleslaw for another whipped potato. Do I sound stupid? I think so. I think I sound really bimbo.

If there's another thing I forgotten to tell you, it's that I really the song "Down". It sounds really intimate. So are the lyrics. Did I mention it sounds really gay as well?? XD... But seriously it's on the top of my list of favourites now. I just like it. Dunno why. Perhaps because you like it? Perhaps because it's really really sweet? "If you're down, I'll be your teddy bear I'll be your clown..." Great, now I'm addicted to this song. It's way too sweet.... ...... "and baby that will be my one last bow". Sorry I'm listening to (for the twelfth time) it while bloggin'... It's now stuck in my ears. Whoopee.

My heart frooze when you gave me that one dollar note. I didn't know what to say. Did I say thank you? I can't remember! I'm sorry! But what I actually want to say is wayyyy more than a mere "thank you".

Finally... the sweet side of life.

C'est la vie~~~

It has been so long i didn't come here...
U know what? i almost forget my user password ''>.<
Yesterday chat with Mr. Choong Kar Heng for a while...
He asked me to update my blog..

In this few month, i learned a lot about life..
Relationship between human.... etc...
When something is gone, it is gone....
We only can looking forward to our next page of life...

Dear my Family, my Friends and all my Exss...
Thanks for teaching me a lot...
If without you guys, i will not realised that ''this is life''...
I love you guys !!!

~ Vous ne savez pas Tu me manques tellement, Les rassemblements étaient inférieurs à tendrement se rappelle, C'est la vie ~~~~

Sick Liao TT

Just came back from dinner....
Tired... really tired...
Many of my friends told me i should rest well...
Coz im keep fever on and off this 3 days....
It's okla....
Tonight... i really wanna rest 'kau kau'
Maybe tomorrow if i still fever, i will go for doctor d...
Sometimes.... sick is like that...
Its come when not the right time...
Sometimes i hv tried to eat so much medicine but still cannot get recover...
I know many people scolded me abt i don't drink enough water....
But seriously no one see i really taken my medicine.....
I'm tired.... maybe i should stop this medicine and try to get new medicine tomorrow...
But also maybe is not about what medicine... But it's abt my sickness...
I don't know la.... really tired....
gOodnight lo... hope i get well soon...
Coz i still got many things to do....

還喜歡你

只要能夠這樣遠遠看著你 看著你 看著你
就算傷心心裡還是好想你 好想你 好想你
只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再 傷心

FFK

My student today ffk....
coz he said his family wanna go back homwtown suddenly...
Its good also la... so i can rest...
Really tired this few days...
Physically tired and mentally tired....
And i'm having fever since yesterday....
So i decided to take a long sleep...
Suddenly my friend called me....
She said she kena ffk also.....
and... ask me free or not...
Walao... i tengah sleep leh... haha...
Why nowadays people like to ffk? @@
Lastime in secondary school...
All my friends know i don't like people to break their promise...
But as i finish my high school...
Learn more about this life...
I really don't really care if i kena ffk....
If cannot date with him/her today, then make another appointment again la...
If lastime i will think, if u cannot make it, then don't promise...
But maybe when they are promising u, they themselves also thought they can make it bah....
Maybe we ourself sometimes also ffk people...
So its normal been ffk also la...
But i still don't know why...
People still always say...
I wont't ffk one...
I won't break your promise one...
Come on, i also don't really care whether u ffk or not...
coz... it's just about trust....

gOOd night my blog

It's 1.45am...
Today is my competition...
And it's really important for me...
I think everyone in this planet earth will have sth more important in their heart....
eg: maybe you will love your family more than your friend...
It won't come with balance... coz human are not perfect.... I believe...
We, our group, The Maker really practise really hard for this competition...
and i know Debbie put a lot of hope on us also...
I enjoy the practising anyway.... although it's tired....

Talk to someone very important for so long so long.....
She asked me... do you think this world is fair?
I have think so long for answering this question....
Erm... seriously.. my answer is no....
Coz IF this world is fair...
Won't got so many war happen in this world anymore....
and maybe parents won't just love their son than daughter....
Or boss won't give extra bonus to the worker they like more....
Or some of the criminal won't just can escape from the punishment that they should receive...
Anymore....

But in tis realistic world...
certain question will not only come with the answer right or wrong...
But.... there's still got alot more answer....
really wana thank my friend for talking to me so long..
I really don't wanna to have tradisional mindset anymore....
coz i believe... human are not perfect.... eventhough you are King or Queen....
You still made mistake sometimes....

Semakin tulis semakin blur....
Really sleepy la after so many competition....
haha... i wana zz lo...
night blog~

Tuesday

I hv finish my work at 12pm today...
But there's no one home when i got home + i forgot to bring keys...
ALAMAK !!!!
haiks... no point...
So i decided to go Pyramid for shOp sHoP shOp aLon3... (window shop only coz i pok kai liao)
Walk walk walk....
See see see
Read read read....

Dont know why suddenly a random wind blow me to the cinema...
then I decided to watch Harry Potter ALONE..
btw, this is my first time wacthing movie alone...
What a good experience for me...
I enjoying anyway...
coz so much people said Harry Potter not nice...
But for me, it's quiet nice wa....
coz i caught this movie since episode 1...
hehez..
I also found that not only me myself watching movie Alone in the cinema...
But some other people also watching movie alone as well...

Got class again at 8pm...
But.. haiks i kena my student ''kek sei''
I keep teaching the same thing for 1 hour but he still dont understand what i talking about...
Sometimes i just wonder whether he did understand human language or not...
sigh...

This is my thuesday...
Let me realise that doing something alone also not bad wa...
hehez...
It's good anyway... :)

p/s: Sing Jiat, u cannot duwan... this is a command.....
Kar Wai lie me ar... say u go australia.... kanasai...
Vino and Elton.. i can't stand u guys keep continue to mention that 'gal' name la.. haha....
Kelvin (myself)... gambathe oh....

Got tagged by Mr. Choong Kar Wai~

Anyways this is how it works:
• Each player must post these rules first.
• Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
• People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
• At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
• Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1) I am a human.... everybody knows... and i got 2 enermies in my life
-----> 1) Durian 2) Vegetables ( i know i will get scolded again ) :P
2) My mind works better during i driving alone...
3) I don't like to wear underwear when i sleep ( big secret )
4) I like to shout when i have nothing to do... ( to express my feelings )
5) I like to talk on the phone when i'm doing 'Big Business' in my toilet.... But i won't you hear the sound when my cake drop la... :P
6) I like to pray when i sing... and sing pray sing pray... sounds cool right?
7) I enjoy travel alone... and drop down the feeling of that moment... it can help me to have a different kind of feeling to compose songs also... :)
8) I like to eat the same food in the same place eventhough that's hundred kind of food else for me to choose.... this call '' zhuan yi / chi xin '' ( someone who don't know mandarin, please go Mapuo(a place in Johor) to learn chinese la )

Now it's time to tag 8 very fortunate people

1) Sing Jiat
2) Ai Ling
3) Kar Heng
4) Melissa
5) Elton
6) Gary
7) Daniel
8) you !!!

Walao

Walao eh... so long didn't come here lo...
Going to ''fat mou'' liao... hehe
Recently busy + busy + busy
Doing a few million business....
trying to on a company with Bill Gates...
haha
kidding la....
Tonight just being randomness and write something random...
anyway... I just finish wrting a song entitled '' Yuan Lai''
Will be go for competition next saturday...
I hope.... can enter final... :P

Rainy Day

Nowadays no mood to blog...
Writting is part of my life...
I did write a lot a lot..
But not here...
Maybe i try to escape...
coz... of something...
Maybe i try to run...
for receiving the fact..
I do not know....

Anyway... my life is my life....
Someone come someone go...
Something left something gone...
If u wana know how's my life with my buddies....
pls CLICK HERE ....
there's a lot of laughter and tears inside...
Something given by God called FRIEND....

Kar Wai, this is for u.. haha
L= Love Orange
O=Orange
V=Very Orange
E=Everyone Orange

Fairwell

Lastnight went Ivy Choo's fairwell...
It's random but fun anyway...
Still remember how Harry, Kar Wai and me robbed her during her birthday...
Lolz.. time flash...
Friends... companion of life...
The most important thing is the process...
the laughter... the tears... the randomness....

Now im still haven got my decision...
But i think 60 % i knw what am i going to do...

God, thanks for giving me all the things that i hv...
thanks for changing my life with Your blood...
thanks for giving me such a wonderful family...
amaxing friends...
I Love You !!!

Random

Today i finally graduated....
haha...
im happy coz i got my ceterficate... yeahhhh
It's a long day for me...
Went fiteness first...
Will join soon...

But... I missing for few days...

anyway.. night :)

Life

Life cannot learn...
But we can only learn how to lead ourself to next second...
Life is not a subject...
But it's an experience...
of human being...

Life cannot teach..
coz it doesn't hv any textbook...
Your experience is your own workbook...

I hd learnt a lot of thing in this two days...
But the most important thing is tonight..
I experience something from life...
Good friends might cannot share eveything...
But we shared Something....

Happy Father's Day

Just came back from cell leader training... not bad huh...
This evening raining heavily while im teaching...
The rain never stop although my class was finish...
So.. i driving alone under the heavy rain...
I can think alot of stuff when i driving alone....
I keep thinking about life this few days...
What is life?

The heavily rain still keep falling...
It recall me back to few years ago...
Same sky... same rain... same time...
When i was still studying sesi petang...
my class usually end at 6.20pm...
and it was raining heavily...
Same time and same rain like this evening...
Went i walked out from my class...
I saw my dad holding an umbrella...
and bring me get into the car...
Although maybe for some people it's just a very normal things...
But I really appreciate it...
I really regret why that time...
When he bring me get into the car..
I didn't say... Papa I Love You? or a simply thanks you...

But i think now is not to late for me to show my Love towards them...
Happy Father's Day Papa..
Love You !!

Much of my friends are busy this weekend coz of Father's day...
But it's nothing for me...
cos I don't hv my dad here...
I will still feel jealous of my friend sometimes...
At least their dad, their family are here with them...
But i'm just staying alone in a place that far far way from my home...
I wish i could go back and say Happy Father's Day to my dad :(

Happy Father's Day to all the daddy.. !!! We LOVE YOU !!!

My Holidays

Guess i didn't post any photo for so long....

I miss You guys !!!

Betong Mission Trip

Happy Gawai

My Kampung~

I miss my home

Long time didn't come here...
went back hometown for 10 days...
not easy...
10 days gave me lot lots of momories...
Maybe i should post those photo when i was in hometown..
but dont feel like post it nw...

Came back to KL 2 days already..
still miss my home...
miss miss a lot..
i can't imagine what am i doing all this while in KL while my family is not beside me...
I started to think...
Started to miss...
started to think abt my childhood..
started to miss my schooling time..
my family..
my friends..
and my church !

Its no easy to live alone without family...
i come back alone...
eating alone...
sleeping alone...
driving alone...
and always alone...
When will this lonelyness going to last?
I do not know....

Praise God i still gt my church friends...
But we cannot depend on others all the time...
I really hope all the things i got in hometown will transfer to KL...
although i knw it is imposible..
Here is where i looking for my better future...

I hope.. I got a magic air ticket... can go back hometown whenever i want ....
whenever i miss...

I LOVE YOU !!! MY HOME... ...

Stupid Airport

nOw im at this stuPid LcCT... ''Low Cost Carrier Terminal''... hate this so called airport... have nothing beside Mc Donald... Kanasai... and... my flight delay.... sigh... i rush like hell just nw and only know my flight delay when im reach here...

Actually Kar Wai is the one who should fetch me... then he ffk... TT... haha... kidding la.. i knw his class retimed... so no choice lo.. anyway.. i didnt blame u la.. u shoud proud to have a understanding friend like me... lol.. :)

Lastnight went yam cha with kar wai and david... Harry ffk again !!!! listen !!! is Again !! lolx
By the way.. happy to have them as my friends la... David say a lot of thing to me before i leave... He ask me.. not to go clubing... have to take care of myself.. do not do this, do not do that... haha... quiet touch la.. coz im the ''tai lou'' at home... don't really try to have a older brother 'sek' before... hehe... anyway.. they are all my brother in Christ !! Lol... David call me now... while im writting this.. hehe...

jUst sien in this stupid airport.. !!!! somebody help me!!

Memories

Sometimes... what is gone, it's gone...
Maybe sometimes we just wonder
How good if we can go back to our past...
Change every single mistake that we made..
Or appreciate someone more if we got another chance...

I'm having a great friends, amazing family, random cousin...
I still miss the time when we were hanging out together, 38 together and being random together...

This is my past... I'm still miss them.. but it will never come back again... I just can looking forward to my better future's past... :)

1)I miss to play together with my cousin... My unforgetable childhood... I got 30 over cousin... i close with everyone of them... especially Charissa.. She is the one... who changed my life... when i been scolded by parent... she is the one... beside me... and lead me to a better way...

2)I miss my secondary life... I miss my form 3... my 1st ponteng... haha.... I miss the way we act like a class... still remember i got a gal friend who fight with another gal from next class... we as a class(3A5) work together to scold the other gal... haha.. I miss my form 5... I miss the most popular 3 handsome from science scream... hehe.. Kelvin Chin(me la), Gary Low and Tan Wee Shian... lol.. Guru disiplin favourite... lol.. I miss Yi Fen, Selwyn and Steven as well... My bext fren ever... thanks for giving me such a unforgetable secondary life !!! and thanks to Pn.Khadijawati, because of u.. I read 50 story books a month.. lolx..

3)I miss the moment i karaoke with my parent every weekend.. haha.. still remember my dad rampas my mic !! haha... random he... I miss every sunday breakfast with parent and grandparent... and of coz i miss laksa... I miss gossip with my grandma for whole afternoon.... lolx... I miss when i saw my dad gave my mum flowers(the flower dont really look good).. haha...

4)I miss my cellgroup in kuching... I miss the fairwell u guys did for me... really touch la... i still keep the video... everyone cried... so sad... but... there's Love inside... sorry for can't with u guys always...

5)I miss every 12am ajimaling with Kar Wai, David and Harry... we can 38 from 12am to 3 am everynight... walao.. geng leh !!! and pasar malam... I miss 3 times a week in pasar malam... Fatman steamboat.. haha... Thanks Kar Wai and David for fetching me while i dont have a car... if i dont have u guys in KL.. i really dont knw what to do... that day my friend Kar Wai went back seremban.. and David at Sunway while Harry also busy... can't really contact them... my heart feel so empty... although i still got my own things to do.. but... its become a habbit to contact them everyday...

6)I miss Emerge.. i enter vocal final... i miss i had my reharsel eveynight until 5am...although its tired but.. im happy... i learnt a lot from pastor and all the singers... i miss the moment when everyone was encouraging me... especially Sally and Laverne.. Thank you.. and both of them are also my great great leader in KL.. I Love them...

7)I miss chating with her eveynight and on cam... i know we're talking rubbish but.. i enjoy the time....

I miss i miss and i miss... there's alot of memories in our life... We appreciate them by missing them always... but not stay in our past..
One day.. I will miss what im doing today....

Dont Know The TiTle

Didn't blog for few days because my laptop died for 3 days... TT

Sigh~

beside that... Bluie following me home this two days.. so happy la.. hehe

What a Day...

It was such a long sunday for me yesterterday...
I woke up at 730 in the morning and prepare myself for church..
It's quiet tough because i slept at 3.3oam and hv to wake up at 730am..
what the...
I was happy because Laverne was the one who lead choir yesterday...
We got a supper dad competition in our Mother's day service... it's quiet funny anyway...
coz in the last round.. the husband must answer all the sensitive question like where's the first kiss between he and his wife etc ..at the same time, the answer was putting on the screen for us... some husband thought that brought their wife to travel is the most romantic things that they had done.. but actually... for gals...the most romantic things is receving flowers, chocolates or teddy bear from guys...
I had BAT KUT TEH again for my lunch :)
Then go back church again for Making Marriage Program...
Today Pastor talk abt sex !!!!
Most of us feel ambrarass.. especially galssss....
But too bad... i felt sleepy during the lesson..
So all my tiredness took away my ambrarassment :(
Went to fetch someone after my lesson and brought her to Mid Valley to buy something for her mum for mother's day...
Then we hv a White Choc Cheese Cake at secret recipe..

Anyway.. this was a day that i realise many things....
what gals want..
what a role of a husband...
what sex means...
feeling that go out with ur ex while u already started to miss someone else in ur heart..

when i was driving alone ... I made a song.. called ''step''
It is a song.. keep all my feeling of my day...
Happy, excited, tired, sleepy, lonely.... and thinking of someone...

ps: Happy Mother's Day Mummy and all the mother in this world.. I Love U Mum