Sick Liao TT

Just came back from dinner....
Tired... really tired...
Many of my friends told me i should rest well...
Coz im keep fever on and off this 3 days....
It's okla....
Tonight... i really wanna rest 'kau kau'
Maybe tomorrow if i still fever, i will go for doctor d...
Sometimes.... sick is like that...
Its come when not the right time...
Sometimes i hv tried to eat so much medicine but still cannot get recover...
I know many people scolded me abt i don't drink enough water....
But seriously no one see i really taken my medicine.....
I'm tired.... maybe i should stop this medicine and try to get new medicine tomorrow...
But also maybe is not about what medicine... But it's abt my sickness...
I don't know la.... really tired....
gOodnight lo... hope i get well soon...
Coz i still got many things to do....

還喜歡你

只要能夠這樣遠遠看著你 看著你 看著你
就算傷心心裡還是好想你 好想你 好想你
只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

只要能夠靜靜這樣陪著你 陪著你 陪著你
就算分手還是選擇喜歡你 喜歡你 喜歡你
我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再傷心

我好希望整個地球只剩下我和你
我就能勇敢的說我還愛你
我好希望我會忘記說再見的聲音
我不再回憶也不再 傷心

FFK

My student today ffk....
coz he said his family wanna go back homwtown suddenly...
Its good also la... so i can rest...
Really tired this few days...
Physically tired and mentally tired....
And i'm having fever since yesterday....
So i decided to take a long sleep...
Suddenly my friend called me....
She said she kena ffk also.....
and... ask me free or not...
Walao... i tengah sleep leh... haha...
Why nowadays people like to ffk? @@
Lastime in secondary school...
All my friends know i don't like people to break their promise...
But as i finish my high school...
Learn more about this life...
I really don't really care if i kena ffk....
If cannot date with him/her today, then make another appointment again la...
If lastime i will think, if u cannot make it, then don't promise...
But maybe when they are promising u, they themselves also thought they can make it bah....
Maybe we ourself sometimes also ffk people...
So its normal been ffk also la...
But i still don't know why...
People still always say...
I wont't ffk one...
I won't break your promise one...
Come on, i also don't really care whether u ffk or not...
coz... it's just about trust....

gOOd night my blog

It's 1.45am...
Today is my competition...
And it's really important for me...
I think everyone in this planet earth will have sth more important in their heart....
eg: maybe you will love your family more than your friend...
It won't come with balance... coz human are not perfect.... I believe...
We, our group, The Maker really practise really hard for this competition...
and i know Debbie put a lot of hope on us also...
I enjoy the practising anyway.... although it's tired....

Talk to someone very important for so long so long.....
She asked me... do you think this world is fair?
I have think so long for answering this question....
Erm... seriously.. my answer is no....
Coz IF this world is fair...
Won't got so many war happen in this world anymore....
and maybe parents won't just love their son than daughter....
Or boss won't give extra bonus to the worker they like more....
Or some of the criminal won't just can escape from the punishment that they should receive...
Anymore....

But in tis realistic world...
certain question will not only come with the answer right or wrong...
But.... there's still got alot more answer....
really wana thank my friend for talking to me so long..
I really don't wanna to have tradisional mindset anymore....
coz i believe... human are not perfect.... eventhough you are King or Queen....
You still made mistake sometimes....

Semakin tulis semakin blur....
Really sleepy la after so many competition....
haha... i wana zz lo...
night blog~

Tuesday

I hv finish my work at 12pm today...
But there's no one home when i got home + i forgot to bring keys...
ALAMAK !!!!
haiks... no point...
So i decided to go Pyramid for shOp sHoP shOp aLon3... (window shop only coz i pok kai liao)
Walk walk walk....
See see see
Read read read....

Dont know why suddenly a random wind blow me to the cinema...
then I decided to watch Harry Potter ALONE..
btw, this is my first time wacthing movie alone...
What a good experience for me...
I enjoying anyway...
coz so much people said Harry Potter not nice...
But for me, it's quiet nice wa....
coz i caught this movie since episode 1...
hehez..
I also found that not only me myself watching movie Alone in the cinema...
But some other people also watching movie alone as well...

Got class again at 8pm...
But.. haiks i kena my student ''kek sei''
I keep teaching the same thing for 1 hour but he still dont understand what i talking about...
Sometimes i just wonder whether he did understand human language or not...
sigh...

This is my thuesday...
Let me realise that doing something alone also not bad wa...
hehez...
It's good anyway... :)

p/s: Sing Jiat, u cannot duwan... this is a command.....
Kar Wai lie me ar... say u go australia.... kanasai...
Vino and Elton.. i can't stand u guys keep continue to mention that 'gal' name la.. haha....
Kelvin (myself)... gambathe oh....

Got tagged by Mr. Choong Kar Wai~

Anyways this is how it works:
• Each player must post these rules first.
• Each player starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.
• People who are tagged need to write their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.
• At the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.
• Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read your blog.

1) I am a human.... everybody knows... and i got 2 enermies in my life
-----> 1) Durian 2) Vegetables ( i know i will get scolded again ) :P
2) My mind works better during i driving alone...
3) I don't like to wear underwear when i sleep ( big secret )
4) I like to shout when i have nothing to do... ( to express my feelings )
5) I like to talk on the phone when i'm doing 'Big Business' in my toilet.... But i won't you hear the sound when my cake drop la... :P
6) I like to pray when i sing... and sing pray sing pray... sounds cool right?
7) I enjoy travel alone... and drop down the feeling of that moment... it can help me to have a different kind of feeling to compose songs also... :)
8) I like to eat the same food in the same place eventhough that's hundred kind of food else for me to choose.... this call '' zhuan yi / chi xin '' ( someone who don't know mandarin, please go Mapuo(a place in Johor) to learn chinese la )

Now it's time to tag 8 very fortunate people

1) Sing Jiat
2) Ai Ling
3) Kar Heng
4) Melissa
5) Elton
6) Gary
7) Daniel
8) you !!!

Walao

Walao eh... so long didn't come here lo...
Going to ''fat mou'' liao... hehe
Recently busy + busy + busy
Doing a few million business....
trying to on a company with Bill Gates...
haha
kidding la....
Tonight just being randomness and write something random...
anyway... I just finish wrting a song entitled '' Yuan Lai''
Will be go for competition next saturday...
I hope.... can enter final... :P

Rainy Day

Nowadays no mood to blog...
Writting is part of my life...
I did write a lot a lot..
But not here...
Maybe i try to escape...
coz... of something...
Maybe i try to run...
for receiving the fact..
I do not know....

Anyway... my life is my life....
Someone come someone go...
Something left something gone...
If u wana know how's my life with my buddies....
pls CLICK HERE ....
there's a lot of laughter and tears inside...
Something given by God called FRIEND....

Kar Wai, this is for u.. haha
L= Love Orange
O=Orange
V=Very Orange
E=Everyone Orange

Fairwell

Lastnight went Ivy Choo's fairwell...
It's random but fun anyway...
Still remember how Harry, Kar Wai and me robbed her during her birthday...
Lolz.. time flash...
Friends... companion of life...
The most important thing is the process...
the laughter... the tears... the randomness....

Now im still haven got my decision...
But i think 60 % i knw what am i going to do...

God, thanks for giving me all the things that i hv...
thanks for changing my life with Your blood...
thanks for giving me such a wonderful family...
amaxing friends...
I Love You !!!

Random

Today i finally graduated....
haha...
im happy coz i got my ceterficate... yeahhhh
It's a long day for me...
Went fiteness first...
Will join soon...

But... I missing for few days...

anyway.. night :)

Life

Life cannot learn...
But we can only learn how to lead ourself to next second...
Life is not a subject...
But it's an experience...
of human being...

Life cannot teach..
coz it doesn't hv any textbook...
Your experience is your own workbook...

I hd learnt a lot of thing in this two days...
But the most important thing is tonight..
I experience something from life...
Good friends might cannot share eveything...
But we shared Something....

Happy Father's Day

Just came back from cell leader training... not bad huh...
This evening raining heavily while im teaching...
The rain never stop although my class was finish...
So.. i driving alone under the heavy rain...
I can think alot of stuff when i driving alone....
I keep thinking about life this few days...
What is life?

The heavily rain still keep falling...
It recall me back to few years ago...
Same sky... same rain... same time...
When i was still studying sesi petang...
my class usually end at 6.20pm...
and it was raining heavily...
Same time and same rain like this evening...
Went i walked out from my class...
I saw my dad holding an umbrella...
and bring me get into the car...
Although maybe for some people it's just a very normal things...
But I really appreciate it...
I really regret why that time...
When he bring me get into the car..
I didn't say... Papa I Love You? or a simply thanks you...

But i think now is not to late for me to show my Love towards them...
Happy Father's Day Papa..
Love You !!

Much of my friends are busy this weekend coz of Father's day...
But it's nothing for me...
cos I don't hv my dad here...
I will still feel jealous of my friend sometimes...
At least their dad, their family are here with them...
But i'm just staying alone in a place that far far way from my home...
I wish i could go back and say Happy Father's Day to my dad :(

Happy Father's Day to all the daddy.. !!! We LOVE YOU !!!

My Holidays

Guess i didn't post any photo for so long....

I miss You guys !!!

Betong Mission Trip

Happy Gawai

My Kampung~

I miss my home

Long time didn't come here...
went back hometown for 10 days...
not easy...
10 days gave me lot lots of momories...
Maybe i should post those photo when i was in hometown..
but dont feel like post it nw...

Came back to KL 2 days already..
still miss my home...
miss miss a lot..
i can't imagine what am i doing all this while in KL while my family is not beside me...
I started to think...
Started to miss...
started to think abt my childhood..
started to miss my schooling time..
my family..
my friends..
and my church !

Its no easy to live alone without family...
i come back alone...
eating alone...
sleeping alone...
driving alone...
and always alone...
When will this lonelyness going to last?
I do not know....

Praise God i still gt my church friends...
But we cannot depend on others all the time...
I really hope all the things i got in hometown will transfer to KL...
although i knw it is imposible..
Here is where i looking for my better future...

I hope.. I got a magic air ticket... can go back hometown whenever i want ....
whenever i miss...

I LOVE YOU !!! MY HOME... ...

Stupid Airport

nOw im at this stuPid LcCT... ''Low Cost Carrier Terminal''... hate this so called airport... have nothing beside Mc Donald... Kanasai... and... my flight delay.... sigh... i rush like hell just nw and only know my flight delay when im reach here...

Actually Kar Wai is the one who should fetch me... then he ffk... TT... haha... kidding la.. i knw his class retimed... so no choice lo.. anyway.. i didnt blame u la.. u shoud proud to have a understanding friend like me... lol.. :)

Lastnight went yam cha with kar wai and david... Harry ffk again !!!! listen !!! is Again !! lolx
By the way.. happy to have them as my friends la... David say a lot of thing to me before i leave... He ask me.. not to go clubing... have to take care of myself.. do not do this, do not do that... haha... quiet touch la.. coz im the ''tai lou'' at home... don't really try to have a older brother 'sek' before... hehe... anyway.. they are all my brother in Christ !! Lol... David call me now... while im writting this.. hehe...

jUst sien in this stupid airport.. !!!! somebody help me!!

Memories

Sometimes... what is gone, it's gone...
Maybe sometimes we just wonder
How good if we can go back to our past...
Change every single mistake that we made..
Or appreciate someone more if we got another chance...

I'm having a great friends, amazing family, random cousin...
I still miss the time when we were hanging out together, 38 together and being random together...

This is my past... I'm still miss them.. but it will never come back again... I just can looking forward to my better future's past... :)

1)I miss to play together with my cousin... My unforgetable childhood... I got 30 over cousin... i close with everyone of them... especially Charissa.. She is the one... who changed my life... when i been scolded by parent... she is the one... beside me... and lead me to a better way...

2)I miss my secondary life... I miss my form 3... my 1st ponteng... haha.... I miss the way we act like a class... still remember i got a gal friend who fight with another gal from next class... we as a class(3A5) work together to scold the other gal... haha.. I miss my form 5... I miss the most popular 3 handsome from science scream... hehe.. Kelvin Chin(me la), Gary Low and Tan Wee Shian... lol.. Guru disiplin favourite... lol.. I miss Yi Fen, Selwyn and Steven as well... My bext fren ever... thanks for giving me such a unforgetable secondary life !!! and thanks to Pn.Khadijawati, because of u.. I read 50 story books a month.. lolx..

3)I miss the moment i karaoke with my parent every weekend.. haha.. still remember my dad rampas my mic !! haha... random he... I miss every sunday breakfast with parent and grandparent... and of coz i miss laksa... I miss gossip with my grandma for whole afternoon.... lolx... I miss when i saw my dad gave my mum flowers(the flower dont really look good).. haha...

4)I miss my cellgroup in kuching... I miss the fairwell u guys did for me... really touch la... i still keep the video... everyone cried... so sad... but... there's Love inside... sorry for can't with u guys always...

5)I miss every 12am ajimaling with Kar Wai, David and Harry... we can 38 from 12am to 3 am everynight... walao.. geng leh !!! and pasar malam... I miss 3 times a week in pasar malam... Fatman steamboat.. haha... Thanks Kar Wai and David for fetching me while i dont have a car... if i dont have u guys in KL.. i really dont knw what to do... that day my friend Kar Wai went back seremban.. and David at Sunway while Harry also busy... can't really contact them... my heart feel so empty... although i still got my own things to do.. but... its become a habbit to contact them everyday...

6)I miss Emerge.. i enter vocal final... i miss i had my reharsel eveynight until 5am...although its tired but.. im happy... i learnt a lot from pastor and all the singers... i miss the moment when everyone was encouraging me... especially Sally and Laverne.. Thank you.. and both of them are also my great great leader in KL.. I Love them...

7)I miss chating with her eveynight and on cam... i know we're talking rubbish but.. i enjoy the time....

I miss i miss and i miss... there's alot of memories in our life... We appreciate them by missing them always... but not stay in our past..
One day.. I will miss what im doing today....

Dont Know The TiTle

Didn't blog for few days because my laptop died for 3 days... TT

Sigh~

beside that... Bluie following me home this two days.. so happy la.. hehe

What a Day...

It was such a long sunday for me yesterterday...
I woke up at 730 in the morning and prepare myself for church..
It's quiet tough because i slept at 3.3oam and hv to wake up at 730am..
what the...
I was happy because Laverne was the one who lead choir yesterday...
We got a supper dad competition in our Mother's day service... it's quiet funny anyway...
coz in the last round.. the husband must answer all the sensitive question like where's the first kiss between he and his wife etc ..at the same time, the answer was putting on the screen for us... some husband thought that brought their wife to travel is the most romantic things that they had done.. but actually... for gals...the most romantic things is receving flowers, chocolates or teddy bear from guys...
I had BAT KUT TEH again for my lunch :)
Then go back church again for Making Marriage Program...
Today Pastor talk abt sex !!!!
Most of us feel ambrarass.. especially galssss....
But too bad... i felt sleepy during the lesson..
So all my tiredness took away my ambrarassment :(
Went to fetch someone after my lesson and brought her to Mid Valley to buy something for her mum for mother's day...
Then we hv a White Choc Cheese Cake at secret recipe..

Anyway.. this was a day that i realise many things....
what gals want..
what a role of a husband...
what sex means...
feeling that go out with ur ex while u already started to miss someone else in ur heart..

when i was driving alone ... I made a song.. called ''step''
It is a song.. keep all my feeling of my day...
Happy, excited, tired, sleepy, lonely.... and thinking of someone...

ps: Happy Mother's Day Mummy and all the mother in this world.. I Love U Mum

My Students

My gals student curi bring keropok into my class :P

My Life

Busy Busy and Busy...
coz gt replacement class for my student...
:(

But still happy la coz they improve a lot in their exam...
now i only knw being a teaher is not easy....
pressure x 100

share with u what am i enjoyed this few weeks... :P

SS2 Wong Kok

David Lee

~Hanah~

~Chating~

My so called ex gf and my so called bf.. haha

Kar Wai.. Ur mouth so big

My nO.1 EnermIes.... DURIANS !!!

Our cg Breakfast :) It's all abOut EAT !!!

It's all about drinks

Chao Lala

My beloved crab crab

What is Real ?

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why?
Why do I love you? I think and smile,
because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch,
so many little things that make me love you so much.
The way you support me, and help with my emotions,
the way that you care and show such devotion.
The way that your kiss, fills me with desire,
and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
lost with you forever is where I want to be.
The way that I feel when you're by my side,
a sense of completion and overflowing pride.
The dreams that I dream, that all involve you,
the possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part.
I could go on for days, telling of what I feel,
but all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Bla Bla Bla

argh... sorry for didn't blog for so long .. don't really know what to write.. duh... went for trip with Harry Ho Lap Cong and Mr.Choong Kar Wai last week... quiet fun la.. and last weekend was our church's conference by Pastor Jeff from Austalia... the semon quiet good but i almost fall asleep on Sunday morning coz too tired.. not because of the words of God too boring ah.. dont misunderstand.. lolz.. Today.. i on leave... but dont knw what to do.. just wash my clothes and do my house work.. something that my buddy Mr.Choong Kar Wai will never experience before.. Lolz... yesterday i'm only work until 11.30am.. then went for lunch... guess what.. i got a very ''hang fuk'' dinner lastnight... My leader cook for me... lolzz... the food really good leh... first time i ate PORK.. lolz.. praise God i knw how to eat pork already... haha... we went for practise after our dinner... Lolz.. after that i go to A&W for rootbeer again... it's part of my life anyway.. I Love A&W... haha.. btw... feel happy of going back hometown soon... Miss my Mum's homecook, Miss my Dad drive me... , Miss my Grandmaaaa, Miss my 38 cousins.., Miss my church and my kch's leader, Miss my pastor, Miss Kuching's food----> kolo mee, laksa.. yummy yummy....
and of coz i miss her too :P

i wanna go for breakfast luuu..
so 'yao hai shi hao gong bye bye la'
haha.. this is what i learnt from Harry Ho..
I knw it's random.. but
It's me.. lol..

My LaoPo

What a wonderful day...

Nice Trip

"Dream can change, but Love is forever"

Pacaran itu suatu hal yang mengesankan
dan harus dipertahankan jika memang
udah
sepadan.

Seperti kata kata berikut,

CiNTA tak pernah akan begitu indah,
jika tanpa persahabatan. ....
yang satu selalu menjadi penyebab yang
lain dan prosesnya... adalah
iRREVERSIBLE. .....

Seorang pecinta yang terbaik adalah
sahabat yang terhebat.
Jika kamu mencintai seseorang, jangan
berharap bahwa seseorang itu akan
mencintai
kamu persis sebaliknya dalam kapasitas
yang sama.

Satu diantara kalian akan memberikan
lebih, yang lain akan dirasa kurang.
Begitu juga dalam kasus kamu yang
mencari, dan yang lain akan menanti.

Jangan pernah takut untuk jatuh cinta.
Mungkin akan begitu menyakitkan, dan
mungkin akan menyebabkan kamu sakit
dan menderita.
Tapi jika kamu tidak mengikuti kata
hati, pada akhirnya kamu akan menangis
jauh lebih
pedih... karena saat itu menyadari
bahwa kamu tidak pernah memberi....

Cinta itu sebuah jalan.
Cinta bukan sekedar perasaan, tapi
sebuah komitmen.
Perasaan bisa datang dan pergi begitu
saja.
Cinta tak harus berakhir bahagia,
karena cinta TiDAK HARUS berakhir

Cinta sejati mendengar apa yang tidak
dikatakan dan mengerti apa yang tidak
dijelaskan,
sebab cinta tidak datang dari bibir
dan lidah atau pikiran... melainkan
dari HATI.

Ketika kamu mencintai, jangan
mengharapkan apapun sebagai imbalan,
karena jika kamu
demikian, kamu bukan mencintai,
melainkan investasi.

Jika kamu mencintai, kamu harus siap
untuk menerima penderitaan.
Karena jika kamu mengharap
kebahagiaan, kamu bukan
mencintai... .melainkan memanfaatkan.

Lebih baik kehilangan harga diri dan
egomu bersama seseorang yang kamu
cintai
dari pada kehilangan seseorang yang
kamu cintai karena egomu yang tak
berguna itu..

Bagaimana aku akan berkata "SELAMAT
TINGGAL ".... kepada
seseorang yang tidak pernah aku
miliki ??

Kenapa tetes air mata jatuh demi
seseorang yang tidak pernah menjadi
kepunyaanku ??
Kenapa aku merindukan seseorang yang
tidak pernah bersamaku dan kubertanya,
Kenapa aku mencintai seseorang yang
cintanya tidak pernah untukku ??

Sangat sulit bagi dua orang yang
mencintai satu sama lain ketika mereka
tinggal dalam dua dunia yang
berbeda..... .....
Tapi ketika kedua dunia ini melebur
dan menjadi satu, itulah yang disebut
KEAJAIBAN !!

Jangan mencintai seseorang seperti
bunga karena bunga mati kala musim
berganti,
Cintailah mereka seperti angin, sebab
angin bertiup selamanya... .....

Cinta mungkin akan meninggalkan hatimu
bagaikan kepingan2 kaca, tapi tancapkan
dalam pikiranmu, bahwa ada seseorang
yang akan bersedia untuk menambal
lukamu
dengan mengumpulkan kembali pecahan-
pecahan kaca itu sehingga kamu akan
menjadi utuh kembali..... .

"Dream can change, but Love is forever"

LoVe Or LiKe ???
Don't EVER leave the one you love for
the one you like because the one you
like will leave you for the one they
love...

One Wish

If I could have just one wish,
I would wish to wake up everyday
to the sound of your breath on my neck,
the warmth of your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating with mine...
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you...

LoVe fOr yOu bUt pAiN fOr mE

It is for you i live, sealing up my mouth....
telling nothing...
though many things are going on in my heart.....
it is for you i live, drinking every tears shed....
but in the heart, the fire still burns.....for love....for you....
life has brought the past stories back again.....
without asking me, you've left me...
leaving footprints behind.....
you walked happily.....lovingly...
but i was there at the back of you....
following your footsteps....
and taking that every step you made....
collecting it and keeping it.....
but you didn't notice.....
what i wanted, what have i got......
what can i say bout what the world has done to me.....
it was a punishment for me to still live....
carrying all your burdens on me....for you....
all these i'm willing to go through.....
no matter how deep will the wound be....
coz i love you...it's all for you...
my love, i live for you....
sealing up all my words....
telling nothing....
my life, i live for you....
drinking all the tears shed.....
you can see laughter....smile on my face....
hey my love, do you know what's going on inside my heart????
no....no one knows....
people might be thinking how happy am i.....
but does anyone know what's going on in my heart....
every second of my life, i suffer....but it doesn't show on my face.....
if i ever had to leave.....
i'll leave with happiness and laughter and smile on everyone's face....
not tears....sadness....this is my promise......
i wonder now....what's going to happen to my future......
whom am i going to give everything i earn in future when i leave this world....
coz i dun have you....to share with...
i'll be living alone....
if you will not be with me forever....
i'll give to everyone....
who'll burry or burn me????
god knows.....but all i know is.....
coz till my last breath....
i know....i've loved someone with all my heart....
will all my soul....with all my strength....
who was not mine......
coz till that very second....
i still love you....i know....you...the only one....
whom i've ever loved in my life.....
i'll live my life....for you....

Tagged layers by layers

Found from lynn

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: kIno kElvIn
Birth Date: 200988
Current Status: sIngLe
Eye Colour: BLacK
Hair Colour: BlAcK
Righty or Lefty: RiGhT

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage : ChIneSe
My Fears : dOn'w knOw
My Perfect Pizza : SeAfOoD.. CrAb cRaB cRaB....

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : NaH?? jOggInG ?
My Bedtime : aFteR 2a.m.... sTilL can'T chAngE
My Most Missed Memory: mY sEcOndaRy LifE & mY bAobEi

LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: PePsI ?
McDonald's or Burger King: McD, 'cos I LiKe mCfLuRrY
Single or Group Dates: GrOuP
Adidas or Nike: AdIdaS-- dOn'T aSk mE wHy
Tea or Nestea: NEsTeA
Chocolate or Vanilla: VaNiLLa
Cappuccino or Coffee: CaPpuCcinO

LAYER 5: DO YOU...
Smoke: nO.
Curse: nO.
Take a Shower: yEs.. EvErYdAy oF my LifE
Have a Crush: yEa
Think You've Been In Love: I bELieVe sO
Go To School: YeS
Want To Get Married: Yes
Believe In Yourself: sOmeTiMes I dOubT
Think You're A Health Freak: oKlO

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: yEa
Gone To The Mall : yEa.. I uSed tO lOve....
Been On Stage: yEs.. eVerYwEeK.. LOL
Eaten Sushi: yUcK...
Dyed Your Hair: yEs, WhIte, BroWn, pUrPle...bUt nW bLacK

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER...
Played A Stripping Game: nO !!
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: nOt eXaCtLy

LAYER 8: AGE YOU'RE HOPING...
To Be Married: 28-30? mAybE i Won'T ...

LAYER 9: IN A GUY...
Best Eye Colour: BLaCk
Best Hair Colour: BLacK
Short Hair or Long Hair: sHorT

LAYER 10: IN A GAL
Best Eye Colour: bLAcK
Best Hair Colour: bLaCk
Short Hair or Long Hair: LoNg

LAYER 11: WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A Minute Ago: cHatTinG
An Hour Ago: bAthIng, ShiTinG..
4.5 Hours Ago: zzZZzz
1 Month Ago: wOrKiNg, sIngIng, sTudYinG
1 Year Ago: mEt a gRoUp oF fRenS, wHo lOve GOD wIth pAsSioN aNd lOvE peOpLe wItH cOmpAssiOn

LAYER 12: FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : mY GOD, mY famILy, My fRieNds, mIckEy, bAobEi, mY stUdEnTs....
I hate: pEopLe bReAk TheiR pRomIse
I hide: mYseLf wHen i Cry
I miss: mY fAmILy, mY kCh cHurcH, kCh fOoD
I need: tO sTudY aNd LeArn mOre aBt tHiS wOrlD

now its TAGGING TIME!!!!

The lucky souls are: kAr wAi, sInG jIaT, kAr HeNg, GaRy, Ai LiNg.... wakakaka

Sweet suffering...

Please do not offer me too much of your care and concern,
I am afraid I cant control myself anymore,
Since we are not destined to be together...
Let's not be so close anymore...
coz I am afraid that i cant control my greediness...

The sweet suffering that was given to me,
I didn't realise it can be that painful..
Please leave my world...
Do not give me meaningless promises...
Do not bring me to my imaginary paradise...
knowing that eventually I will never achieve the sense of belonging...

Please stop thinking of me...
Please stop missing me...
I fear that I will be heavy-hearted..
I can be acting cool today,
thinking that i can control my emotions,
but only to find out that you are every corner of my mind...

I thought it will be better rather to start nor to end...
But indeed, I am already falling for you...
The closer I am to you,
the more I see you,
the more i hear from you,
the more pain I endure....

The sweet suffering that was given to me took away my soul..
After working so hard understanding this feeling,
only to realise that I am being haunted by nightmares and woke up crying every night...
I really find it hard....
to ask you to forget me...

coz.. I can't forget you...

Angel...

There's a bottle.. that collects all my tears and sadness..
He is the only one... who knw how much tears i've shed
Who knw how hurt am i...

I thought the opposite of a world filled with black and white is a world bursting with colours like rainbow
Everytime, i wish i can find my rainbow after the rain

An angel drew a scar in my heart
But yet i unsure this is an angel for me?
Or this is an angel who appear to be devil
Would angel turn into devil after sometimes?

I also thought there's a happiness in front of me..
I search... I wish... I hope...
The secrect gurdian angel....

Thank You

Thank you notes are an important part of every day etiquette that has seemed to have fallen by the wayside for many people in these modern times. Some people have reduced the traditional thank you card to a phone call or even e-mail if they even remember to say thank you at all. Thank you notes serve other purposes than the expression of gratitude and a show of good manners. Thank you notes let the gift giver know that their gift has arrived and come unharmed and it also serves to let them know how much the gift was appreciated, especially if they were not there to witness the opening of the gift. Thank you notes also express whether the gift will be put to good use, especially if the gift was money. A gift of money should always be responded to with a thank you note which explains what the money will be used for. You may be at odds to know when it is appropriate to send a thank you note, the answer to that is that there is no wrong time to send one. Thank you notes are always appreciated and I can’t imagine someone being annoyed by receiving one.

When someone gives you a gift, they go to a lot of trouble, thinking about what gift to give, shopping for it, wrapping it, getting it to you. The small inconvenience of writing a card is really no inconvenience at all, but actually the least you can do to acknowledge such thoughtfulness. Events which deserve thank you notes every time include:

1. Any time a gift is received

2. After a job interview, even if you are not interested in taking the position

3. Any time someone does a huge favor for you

4. After visiting someone’s home when you spend one or more nights

Other events which deserve thank you’s but are not usually recognized are dinner parties or special outings where you have been treated such as a concert. Phone calls and e-mails can serve as acknowledgement but what they say about you is that you don’t appreciate the gift or event enough to spend a few minutes on a proper thank you. When we know that someone has truly appreciated what we have done for them, it makes us feel good about the gesture and gives a sense of satisfaction for making someone else happy. Thank you’s are truly important to fight off the growing sense of selfishness in the world around us, keep a box of them in your drawer and be generous with them!

Got few person i wan to gc my thanks for them...

• My leader in kch~ Bin Bin Jie: if i do't have you in my life... i really don't knw where will i be... You are such a angel for me !!!

• My leader in KL~

Sally Tan: Thanks for evrything and bring me closer to God when i first came to KL.

Laverne Chee: Thanks for your encouragement... Thanks for so care abt me...

• Ah Bi~ Thanks for accompany me this 2 days.

• Ah Pe~ Thanks for eveything

• Sinjiat: Thanks for waking me up 2day.. hehe

• My buddy

Kar Wai, David, Harry and Kar Heng for take care of me ever since i first step into KL...

Thanks a lot for u guys !!!

Tired...

Not quiet happy nw... i've been working whole day... and went to church after work... just reached home and got somebody asked me a very childish question... i think he knw the ans of the ques but what for he asked me again? sigh... nt happy with it la.... really... i really hate ppl ask me a question that i really don't knw how shud i ans...

Miss her again... She did say she miss me too today... but.. i think i rather things to be like this... I just can keep my missing as a secret in my heart... She happy and I enjoy this feeling oso... At least won't have any pressure between us.. Sometimes i really hope can see her... but it's imposible.. so what i can do is just keep myself busy.... i think this is the better way to reduce my missing towards her...

Today really tired...
waiting for tomorrow...

Stars

Twinkle twinkle little star... How i wonder what you are..
I loves star since i was young...
I can stand outside my house in my hometown..
Look at the sky above and searched for stars...
One, Two, Three, Four, Five..... Tens..

But ever since i came to KL...
I left them at my hometown..
They never followed me to where I am again...
They told me it's time to let me learn about this world...
No longer one, two, three or four.... anymore
But A, B, C, D and E....

I started to learn.. started to sing.. started to write...
I started to learn how to behave like a star...
Like the stars that used to company me...

Is it called guardian star?
Is that anyone hv their own guardian star?


She told me that she was thinking abt her guardian star...
Both of us chat abt angel and devil... haha...
she ask me whether she is an angel or a devil?
so random la.. ngek ngek ngek....
Of cause i hope that she will always be my angel
But sometimes we hv to accept the fact...

I knw you worried abt me la...
Don't worry, I'm ok...
Thanks for your companion..
Muack

Miss you...

Well... a lonely sunday night for me....
Missing someone....
Can't forget the touch and love of us....
Stars keep shining in the sky...
Just like you in my heart...
Never stop
Never leave
With my breathe....
Every moment...


Just wanna tell you that I MISS YOU
I really do !

Happy Birthday =)

I hv learned a new tradision of how to conduct a birthday party !!!

Come on !!! Let's Parttyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !!!!!!!!!!!

Yvonne Birthday !!!

Ms.Random

Family

Yvonne wishing....

Yvoone so Happy !!

Waffle with 5 scoops and a candle

wah.. so big...

Dirty Yvonne

Sabotaged

eggs and flour

Crime scene

Real bday cake

Make a wish...

Yi Fen Birthday !!!!

Happy Birthday Yi Fen !!

yoyoyo

Cute Cute Yi Fen...

Guss how many candles ?

Marvin !!!

KCH buddies

Choong Kar Wai Bithday !!!!

Random !

Kena egg n flour still very happy

Hang Fuk kau kau la

Cut Cut Cut !!!

David so ugly !!!

Happy Ending~

That's what friend are for...

Seriously... I'm not angry or lost my trust in you... Just that i don't have the confidence... even to be a normal friend of yours... coz you are my closest friend in church.. and i really don't like the feeling if i'm the last one who knw the truth... seriously im just scared... not that i don't trust in you... Im really proud that i knw u... at least i got a good friend to talk, to sarcastic and to fool...

Thanks God for putting every single friend of mine into my life... you guys are amazing !!!

Words for my friend ''If i have a ticket to paradise, but you don't have one, I would give u mine and stay here forever !!''



This is all my KL bUddIeS !!!!

All mY kCH bUdDies !!!

That's what friend are for !!